Nemesis

So the person that I hate most at school has joined one of my classes. This wouldn't be such a bad thing, but it is a class that only has six people and requires a lot of interaction with the other students. He keeps talking to me. It is a little bit sad, because I know he is trying to be friendly and I also know he has no idea of the level of loathing I have for him. Now I feel kind of bad for him. He has poor social cue recognition skills, and he really needs to have a friend in the class. Its just too bad for him he chose me.

Something I wrote long ago, but just found again

I'm the one who shuns the light
The one who lives under your bed
And you will feel me in the night

I'm the one just out of reach
In the closet or in your head
I'm the one who shuns the light

You know the feeling and the fright
You sense it when to bed you're led
That you will feel me in the night

You've never seen me, but I'm known on sight
You've heard me. In your head I've said,
"I'm the one who shuns the light."

I can make your chest get tight
Your breath gets short and you see red
Now you will feel me in the night

I'm the one you'll have to fight
Or you will quickly end up dead
I'm the one who shuns the light
And you will feel me in the night

Free Will

For those of you who have had a discussion with me about free will, you will probably imagine how upsetting this article was to me. Life is easier when we are not responsible for the choices we make, but its not worth living.